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EVERY TIME I BROWSE THROUGH THIS WEBSITE I FIND SUCH AWESOME DRAWINGS AND PAINTINGS ARE YOU KIDDING ME

This website and its artists, man. wow.

Thank you all for creating such wonderful art~ Please keep up the brilliant work <3
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS A REALLY SILLY THING TO BE UPSET ABOUT BUT I AM A BIG CRYBABY

Okay, it is 2 AM over here, and I'm twisting and turning in bed, something that's been happening for a couple days now.

A bit of background: for the past 4 years or so I've been having eczema outbreaks generally around summertime, which result in a month-long hiatus from drawing and a lot of stress and depression to go with it.

I've been trying to track down what exactly causes it, and have come to the conclusion that the culprit may be sugar. Around a month ago, I ate a few doughnuts, and the next day I found a couple blisters on my fingers. I shrugged it off and had an apple pie the next day, and sure enough, the blisters spread.  After a couple tough weeks of recovery, my fingers healed, and I learned to stay miles away from anything sweet, no matter how painful it was to do so.

Which brings me to my dilemma: a couple days ago, it was my birthday. For the occasion, my dad bought some Cinnabon rolls as a placeholder for a cake.  Despite me informing him earlier of my theory and my avoidance of sugary foods, he bought these desserts. Which I believe he did purely out of tradition and to make me happy.

I spent the afternoon that day worrying and running thoughts and situations through my head. Would I eat the desserts and risk an outbreak again? Or refuse the sweets and save myself the trouble, at the cost of maybe hurting my father's feelings? A no-brainer, most people would say, but it's those decisions that tear me apart.

Come dinner time, I had made my mind. Surprisingly, my father had already predicted that I wouldn't eat the cinnabons, and I answered him in the affirmative. He told me he understood and that it was fine, and dinner proceeded pleasantly.

But still now, my decision haunts me. I feel horrible, like I've rejected my father's gift and feelings. There is no doubt that he felt some disappointment, and I feel terrible for making him feel that way. I know this whole entry is complete bull, but this keeps me up at night so bad. It's very rare that I beat myself up over such things, but I feel awful about what I've done.

Despite how silly this sounds, how can I forgive myself and feel better about this situation?

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SnowCorridor

Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
I am a simple high school student who practices art as a hobby.

The reason I like art is, artists often draw according to their views. Whether it's
a vision, an opinion , a message, a dream..etc. With their skill, they are able to project their views for the world to see, regardless of impossibility.

I draw to share my visions with the world, my dreams,desires, thoughts,the things I wish I had.

What I would like to see, is a world full of bright colors, where everyone is content and happy. That is what I would like to achieve through my art.

Though I do not claim to have the level of skill necessary to do so, I do promise that I'll try hard to improve, so that I may give my family,my friends, and this magnificent community the same support they have given me.
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Grim-Red Featured By Owner 10 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for faving :)
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding That's how you get pageviews to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
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SnowCorridor Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really do, so no problem! :D
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XxSilverflowerxX Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014
Thank you so much for watching me! and sorry for lateness in saying this //weep ;w; :heart:
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SnowCorridor Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're most welcome! Don't worry I know what it means to reply super late to messages ahhh ;;;
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eresince Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
AAAHH SNOW!!!<333 thank you so much for the watch!! Emoji04it's a huge honour ;ALKDSJ and your support means so much to me!! Heart asd;ajsdf let's definitely work hard together~!! ^A^)9
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SnowCorridor Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're most welcome! You definitely deserve it! oh wow do I really mean that much owo Yes yes let's do our very best!! ^^
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Roseypaw Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
omg like your shading and backgrounds,just....love:iconcute-plz:
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SnowCorridor Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you!
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Roseypaw Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
your welcome<3
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